Erotic Exorcism

Chewed through

with gnarling teeth

the strains of capital intake

for the wall street erections,

We, the supernatural ghosts and grand giants,

shaking and quaking

in holy pleasure

and connection to the

collective spirit,

stormed down upon

the idolized dollar

to tousle you awake

from your sleazy sleep

of conformity and comfort-

you hid from the visions of

the abused poor used for

sickening science experiments,

money making for the already

privileged rich bigots,

battered women

tortured swiftly out

of their natural beauty ecstasy,

put in barbed wire wicker baskets and

burned so as to hide

systematic oppressive patriarchies,

the prophetic

deemed pathological,

turned “sick” with

hyperbolized disorders,

quieted and subjugated

by anti-depressants,

choked and stuffed full of pills
to erase any notion

that diverged from mainstream media,

subtly quelling our jouissance

without a sound or shudder in the daytime

though I was woken from my dreams

to hear the screams of the dying

and the innocent betrayed

by the very people who had promised to protect them.

The few grisly lies repeated on our brainwaves,

protecting the top corporations

(now seen as people?

….

what bullshit)

keeping them safe and cozy

in their soaking blood money

that they munch on for breakfast,

our red veined pain

runs down their rosy cheeks

while they snicker

with hand shaking and

back-patting in coroner white-breasted suits,

at the mighty joke on the rest of us that

we let feed our

self-loathing

through the psychotic

television tubes,

breathing heavy

down our backs.

Tricks and trade

drowning out the voice

inside my head that

whispered echoes of

awakenings,

enlightened sex and

erotic understanding

of the puppet factory that is

selling apathy and violence

as means to enrichment.

I touched myself,

ever so delicately at first,

slowly stimulating my curves,

then relaxed into bliss states,

to fucking hard and fast,

fingers soaked,

orgasming out the demons

of the past,

punitive damages deterred

due to “too busy” corporate meetings

in the belly of the underworld,

car crashes on

mountain peaks

without lifelines,

moaning out my

mourning for the

agony I saw scribbled across

your face as you

lost yourself in

self-induced chaos

instead of choosing

kundalini rapture,

angels with wings that

they didn’t seem to

realize they had,

to fly away from

the glorification of drama,

raping our young to sex slavery

and the mechanical porn industry

that taught to take now 

and ask later.

I wouldn’t be the

mouth-taped shut girl anymore,

rocking back and forth

in the mire of your

sickened periphery.

I was not here

to entertain you,

but to take your hand,

along with my heavy heart,

up and out of the quicksand

and drive us home,

away from the aggressive environment

and the toxic consequences of the world

of the “real”

which was really just one of many storylines

to choose from.

Slow down sex eyes,

breathe deep and down to

your pelvic thrusts,

I shall enter you at

the base of the spine,

raise up your back

to your supple neck,

cuddling your broken bones

in my empathy,

soak you in sultry sighs

of intuition,

throbbing energy

under your waking skin,

fitting nice and cozy in your

fancy bloodstream,

riot and raunchy ricochets

to cursive tones,

didactic vibrations

that pulsed to the stars

and back,

sinking deep into

your wounded ground,

lifting you up to the

astral sphere with

delight and coming spirits,

together changing the

polluted earth with our

sensual whispers,

back to the flowering forests

and flowing clear waters,

silky marshes,

radiant unashamed passions,

beaming and blooming forth

to the moon,

erotic exorcism

until every cell in your body

ejects light. 

Tempt Me

Tempt me

to rise,

thrusting towards heaven,

insight and orgasm,

heading us

ever upward and onto

cosmic pathways,

astral erotic planes,

neurosciences,

great schisms of breath and space,

between

the sacred thought

and the beloved tangled language,

gender binaries

slashed like tires

in the hot sun,

pleasure celebrated

instead of pathologized,

vilified masked dolls

in their prison cells

which are, of course,

cleverly disguised

as free thought,

with the help of

the sadistic media and pills

spewing toxins.

Disease weeping,

I tried to find

words of comfort

for those poor befallen

merry-go-rounds

and painted horses,

sad boys and

their clinking glasses,

ice and pure kink,

fucking so deep,

he was cuming up

through the brain,

out of the third eyes

of the prophetic,

then birthing transcendence,

holding your

ravaged mind

in my womb,

safety for a second,

before exorcizing

you back out,

through your mouth,

bones to the street,

down the overgrown dirt path,

to the stream

and into the river. 

Hard Re-Birth (adultish)

Could I please

rain down on you,

for to shake the

madness out,

to treat someone lovely,

might help soothe

this tortured soul,

I gasp to have

one more day

to heal the bleeding earth.

Let me

lay down on ya,

lips to skin,

my mouth follows

your energy

down,

and up,

inside and out,

through the spine,

rise with me.

Moan out your pain,

which turns into desire,

soaking us both,

onto the astral plane,

and we could send

each other into that wide space
between

death and ecstasy.

I will re-birth you,

then to live again,

with cum

and breathing on my neck,

deep throat whispers,

oh fuck yes,

one more time,

with feeling.