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Ecstasy and Ocean


Sirens,
the blues and bass,
cigarettes,
espresso shots,
drinking tequila
in the shower,
in the morning,
were all telltale
signs of the apocalypse,
that enjoyed teasing us,
with the weather
and paranoia.

Skulls dancing
on skulls,
the poisoned bite
festers until
I suck it out,
skin and burning,
pleasured open mouths,
holy sacraments,
yummy fucks,
witches and their cocktails,
long showers
with the water so hot
it melted the pain
right away,
with the tears,
and the tortured angels,
their wings,
clipped short and scattered
to the four corners
of the grounded earth,
to avoid their own
awakenings into
lovely sculptures
of vast divinity,
that wrapped its legs
around me,
sunk in deep,
to the notion of motion,
rising up and out
of the quagmire,
labyrinthed illuminati
thunderings
from the cement
above us,
that had almost been forgotten,
except for it shook
the rafters
of even the stock marketeers
and the banks
of the green piglets
and the running bulls of
violence
begetting
violence,
aggression spat out
at each other
like acid rain.

Enough of those
hollow egos
teething golden udders
that collapsed the
world around them,
pandemics and
mayhem,
injections and
rabid inscriptions
on brains,
that drove us all mad
and fucking yes,
into that brilliant
ecstasy of the ocean. 

Inhaling (wrote 4/17... this morning)


Inhaling
a deep long
breath,
I took time in my mouth,
and held her there,
upon her request,
she exorcized her demons.
I gave birth to
words and sex
in my sleep,
dripping down tongues
of sailors,
come to flirt
with the earthen shore,
for a brief
delicious interlude,
though the ocean
always calls them back,
as ever,
homeward,
and shedding a tear,
I missed them and
their one mistress,
the sea.

I felt the fires
in the bellies
of women
and fucking
loved them for it,
miracles and absinthe,
lust and cum and
forgiveness,
all twas lovely,
in the midst of
tornados and oh those
sad bombs,
thrashing,
and I just wanted to
hold your bones
together
with my heart.

Heaving Jazz


Western delusions
ran
mucking
through my
pollinated head
heaving jazz
and howled erotica,
listening to sirens out of
townhouse windows,
smoking cigarettes,
outside of idle bars,
being awkward
with half-strangers,
kundalini rising,
keeping your
stories with me
while drinking
irish eight balls
in cozy yet
judgemental
hipster habitats,
rolling eyes and
deep sighs with
much coughing.

My fucking god,
the bullshit that flew
carelessly out of your mouth,
is starting to reek,
good heavens sir,
cant you just shut up
for a second,
faint away if you must
for awhile,
whilst I listen
to your heart beating,
keeping
rhythms with
the tilts of the planet.
ugh,
enough already
with the
half-assed rhetoric,
oops,
I mean,
sorry,
I get grumpy with
so much,
weather mending,
headaches raving,
cancer reigning,
what not.

I tried to be calm,
casual in
my breathing
and speaking low
now,
in dirty sex tones,
no offense,
just my nature,
coming to play
with the mist round the moon.
I was favored
in the twilight hours
by flocks of crows
roaring out
our deaths
on the pavement,
and I happened to hear
you,
in your dreams,
talking to yourself,
signs of the crosses,
tarot cards and
wounds tearing
in the dark.  

Spring Fever


Wisdom and shark tanks
ate up
the twirling smoke
above my head,
as I stared at the
fateful ceiling,
reincarnating
apothecaries and
metaphysics,
colors pining
for the nighttime
when toads
croak their songs
in the summer,
heat smolders
you like a
chorus of
fireflies burning,
and you drink it all in.

Absurd Heat


And with bending,
twisting,
lusting in the daydreams,
I let out an
audible sigh,
to myself,
and jumped back,
witch sister chorus,
amen,
I hear you,
the chains
that hold you,
know my
love,
they never win,
tis just fear-
masked clowns,
shouting distractions and
weather patterns
that woke
the dead
in their graves,
in my walls,
in the body bags
that drifted
back home,
on a silent
screaming softly
salty sea.
I always thought
up things,
silliness to make
you laugh,
see that twinkle
in your eye,
one day,
without so many
tears falling,
making the rivers,
the streams,
the ponds found in
my memory,
when life was better
because my dad was round,
to help me learn,
and fight the demons back
to hell,
their belongings left in the room
down the hallway
from mine,
with the raped closet and the
golden faucets,
attached to the bathroom,
that shuttered at the sight.
Heaven now seemed even
farther way,
busy dial tones,
so I sit with
painted swords,
spilled on the carpet,
orchestrating murals
of movement,
show a little
goddamn kindness,
for once,
reach out your
third eye,
singing notes
high and mighty,
see your worth,
please,
one minute,
before I go.

Ah,
and heres to
the chaos,
the middle fingered ladies
with their trumpet swans
sizzlings,
withered and wasted,
natural and sentiment, 
blessed and holy,
ecstasy and verboseness,
the resonance of truth
as it bangs up against the
ear drums,
the vibration of the earth.

And cheers,
to the life lived,
not years spent
hating yourself,
oh angels in the nighttime,
cant you hear
the witchdoctor lovers
whispering in your sleep,
tantric healings,
serpentine tree odes,
magicians sipping
ghost accessories,
hairpins and mad hatters
of all varieties.
You are lovely,
and safe,
not alone at all,
my dear,
very so oh very
muchly and kind
and with heaping,
rising passion,
together,
connected to the ocean
that loves you.