Kundalini Christ and the Vampire Thirst

Shouts and shadows
echo in the deep,
I hear the tremblings
from the far side
of the smoky mushroom.
Christ wanted a tarot reading
and so we sat on the floor and
I drew cards amidst the cacophony
of identities that I coughed through
whilst Hierophant and Change
whisper in tongues with
the Aeon playing Vivaldi on the violin in Venice.
It may have been centuries ago,
but I still remember
that smell of spices
and WitchDoctor masks in the air.

I'll set the metronome,
ever stirring up the rogue supernatural,
and weep for the rising death toll.
You spend your nights resting
on her grave thus to remember
a once brilliant illusionist for the madness,
the surge of artistry that pumps
through our throats,
taste of silicone and sage.

I purge you of that dank festering loneliness,
opening up kundalini magic,
sorcery of it's own time,
centuries of vampire hunters
and blacksmith cannibals
eating out your heartstrings
and laughing in the midst of Noah's flood.

Fine. You win.
I cave in to the creator,
rook moves three spaces forward,
though he may be in some gothic frenzy,
black robes cutting off circulation of blood
and the electric pulse quickens-
I begged you not to,
but you did anyway
and thus welled up within me
a wrath thirst of the vampire variety,
taunting me to give till I am dry,
always not telling you something,
with a faint glisten in my eye.

Sex and Sorcery

I dreamt of sorcery.

You died in your sleep

while Mary Magdalene

feeds the mockingbirds outside her

window and cries herself

into dreaming,

red robin

tied to a lamppost.

Night sweat,

dancing out

the bass,

sex and public stonings.

I lean in,

change your history,

keep you going

to the rhythm,

slow and steady, honey-

I make you wait

cause Im good at that.

Create the difference

you crave to see,

live aloud and fuck it.

Give in

or make do,

teacups with coffee in them

and lace lingerie,

black with pink bows,

fishnets,

and those boots you like.

Let's lift each other up,

we delve further

into time,

deeper inside the ocean.

Honest sacrifice,

the hanged man

swings back and forth

and you laugh

until the key fits

into your locked door.

And there,

standing in your

narrow-minded hallway,

which you fucking built

all by yourself,

is the goat with a grin

and death,

snickering at your expense.

2011 Tarot Reading

Method: One Thoth tarot deck that was shuffled by Megan and I. We took turns drawing cards for the month. Our intention was for the cards to show us the general vibes/keywords associated with each month. We recognize that these are very general impressions, but if one does a further investigation of the Tarot one may find that there are interesting correlations to astrological/astronomical events, as well as, present day institutions. We left these keys words for those to see if they get the same ideas about the cards and months as we do. We would love to see if any one out there has visions, dreams, etc that relate to these cards and their meanings.

Note: All of the words or phrases listed below were stream of conscious words about each card. 

January- Prince of Swords

science, stick with the machine, overcome small obstacles, 

control the id, persistence, control, 

seeing it through, scattered, angry, fractured feeling, 

hard work, steadfast, 

control of the fractured self. (Jan 2011)

February: 10 of Wands (Oppression)

warning card of self-defeat and inner oppression. 

Too much heaviness feeling. 

Anxiety/Apathy, stress from external realms of control, 

exhaustion, a general sense of heaviness, weight, 

feeling held down by time and karma. (Feb 2011)

March: 8 of Wands - swiftness, 

swift change in course, clear communication, 

connection/networking, 

overcoming communication problems, 

being direct and blunt about your endeavors or feelings.

It's quick and intense, things seem to be happening and opening up in various areas, 

more directed energy, focus, control  (March 2011)

April: The Fool 

freshness, creativity, embracing of complexity, 

connection with spirituality. New awareness, 

taking the plunge, going out on a limb, 

new things starting ventures, economies. 

Healthy naivety/humble and open to new experiences. 

Open perception/intuition (April 2011)

May: The Magus (#2)

ascension, creativity, metaphysical changes, 

beginnings, manifestation in the material world, 

power of crops, green-life minded. (May 2011) 

June:  Princess of Cups

Flight, impulse, giving in to whims, 

letting sensations take you somewhere, 

an opening of the senses, letting go,

 transforming, letting go of false illusions, false witness. (June 2011)

July: Princess of Disks

Birth of new ideas, grounding to earth, light in the darkness, 

finding inner light through creativity and sensuality. 

Deliverance out of darkness.  Growth, development, 

Help/Aid at hand. Feel strong, united. Connection to humanity. 

Looking back, reflection on past. (July 2011)

August: The Star 

new age, higher sensitivity, connecting the material with the ethereal. 
Spiral energy, awakenings, dreams, fulfillment,
 touching the divine, love and support, 
a peace of mind, nightly visions, lucid dreaming. (August 2011)

September: Wheel of Fortune

connection, electric, energy, fortune, 

sudden breakthroughs, realizations, sparks,

the path has shifted, 

divine help, divine connection, 

moving with the machine of karma or being stuck in the cycle. (Sept. 2011)

October: The Devil

Sexual energy manifesting, spiritual connection, power, 

creativity through divinity, connection to collective consciousness, 

edgy, red energies, a profitable darkness, playfulness, 

awareness through third eye, manipulation, powerful figures, authority, 

mastery over the material, being demonized,

jealously towards others or towards you, shifting identities,

(Oct 2011)

November: Queen of Disks

Reflection, the pathway to something new, 

understanding the process of growth and patience, 

connection to the divine, seeing a greater work in the process,

timelines, seeing the seeds of your future and past, reverie. (Nov 2011)

December: Prince of Cups

Watery floods, steamy release, quickness to anger, 

flighty, shifty, focus on trivial matters, fissure

aggressive, too focused on transformation, 

tunnel vision, forgetting important aspects of the bigger picture, 

focused on sexuality/affection. Floods of emotion, mass weeping

False attraction, vain sexuality, ignoring the lotus, closed chakras

(Dec 2011)